Saturday, April 30, 2011

Ladybug is crawling!!

This deserved a post of its own. A way from the negative post! My babygirl is crawling. She is 8 months and crawling. Today we put her on the floor and she crawled right to me. It made me cry. I though tshe would not crawl until she was older but she did and made mama proud.

So ladybug is going to be a big sister!

Well that's what I heard. The little girl who me and her dad got into a hugge arguenent about is now two months pregnant with his child. I can't say I didn't see it coming because i did. I knew I would have to face the reality of mckenzie having a brother or sister. It hurts though. I'm not going to lie it hurts but I can't dwell on it. Kenzie dad is in the past. It hurts but hey its life.

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Our Life Thus Far

Well McKenzie is finally here!!! She is 8 months old now and so beautiful. Ladybug was born August 3,2010 at 6:18 pm weighing 7lbs 3.6 oz and 21 inches long. I gave birth to my beautiful angel at 38 weeks and 3 days. I had to be induced because of blood pressure issues and ladybug was not eating. I was so scared! I wanted a natural birth no meds but things don't always go as planned. My epidural experience was bad. I will never have another one. Other than that labor etc was not as bad as I thought it would be but my sister calls me a pain freak lol. Ladybug dad was there and stayed tge night. He was really nice and sweet helped a lot but now.....


Well we tried working it out but he has hurt me too many times and I will never be with him again. I'm raising my beautiful baby girl alone. I am working abd we have moved into our own place. Its hard being a single mom,working,and making sure you and baby get your time together but its all worth it for her. One day she will be a independant woman too. I thank God for my babygirl but please tell her to sleep for mommy lol! Signing off.