Stress and other yummy stuff

I know I haven't posted in awhile about McKenzie and I but life have been really busy. This is a vent post though. I am now working on base more money and the hours are good but its having a bad effect on Kenzi and of course me. I feel like I hardly ever see her and I am the type of mom who likes to know everything that my baby is doing. I know my mom loves her but I feel like my mom just doesn't have time for her anymore especially with being married now.


I use to feel comfortable with ladybug being with her dad while I'm at work now he is a jerk and I will be fighting for full custody for my daughter. Yeah I knew things would be this way. Every agreement we have he lies to me and breaks it. Last Friday was it for me. This custody battle,my job, everything has me stressed out and I don't know which way is up. I'm crying as I write this that's all I know how to do. No one really knows why I am so stressed I mean who wants to talk about trying to get custody of your daughter and how you feel like you don't spend enough yime. He also does not pay child support so this job is Godsent. I just don't know what t think anymore.