Hey Ya

Okay so the other day my mom and I were in Walmart shopping and looking at some stuff for me to take into the hospital when I go. We stopped by the wedding stuff aisle to check out things for my mom's wedding. Well two ladies came over to us and started talking. The one who did the most talking was telling us how she was in a bad marriage and how she married for convenience and that was to get out of her mom's house and because she had a baby by the car. After that she started talking to us and giving my mom and I advice. She told us later that she was a prophetess.

Anyway she told me that I was wise and anointed. That I am not one of thie girls and I will never fit in. Well for someone not to know me at all, she would know I don't try to fit in with anyone, I love being to myself. She said a lot of great things about me and how anything that I want all I have to do is ask God for it because I am favored. I believe this too because God has been so good to me in these trying times. Especially when I felt like giving up. She also said that my baby girl would grow to be an evangelist and command authority. She spoke about my baby's father too, saying that he loves me but is not in love with me, I figured that, and that he would break my heart by marrying someone else and that he is all about self but that there is someone that has loved me since the day he first saw me and is in love with me. Even though I have a baby by someone one else he would like to raise her with me. I started crying when she said this because the person could be my best-friend. He told me that he has always loved me but you know it's odd because hey you grew up together and he was kind of scrawny lol.

Also my best friend has a family now. He wanted to see where things would go with us but I couldn't do it. I asked him to promise me that he would not be like my baby's father and stay with the mother of his child to raise their beautiful daughter together and he promised. We hardly ever talk now. We use to talk all the time and he is like the only person who knows how to deal with me. I miss him so much but I would never want the mother of his child to experience what I am and have been going through. Never.