What were you thinking and other stuff.

Maybe it is just the hormones but my dad seems to be really pissing me off lately. I mean he always says I will be there for you and help you with anything you need but his gift to me was clothes! I mean I even discussed with him how I needed a breast pump, plus other stuff that to me I could put to use with my daughter but clothes?! I have received so many clothes and I can grab some clothes myself. I thought he would at least buy one of the bigger needs that McKenzie will use but nope. I just don't think guys really get the concept of how hard it is for single moms. I am doing this by myself. Her dad is sometimes in a whole different universe,still trying to talk to this and that girl instead of preparing for the birth of our daughter. I can not depend on him. I doesn't matter how many times he says he will be there. I heard that in the beginning when we talked about if something happened and I got pregnant and you see how he was there. He cheated on me when I was 6 months pregnant!

I just don't understand men like him and my dad. I just wish I could hibernate and not come out until it's time for my daughter. I am so sick of people and their crap.


I was going to post about my baby shower but I will save that for another day. I'm out.