Sorry!

Sorry I have not posted in a while. I had internet problems because of the storm here but now everything is back popping!

So Friday went to the doctor for my bi weekly now check up and she told me everything was great and ladybug is growing and how she just had to be sure about her heart. Which I truly understand it is better safe than sorry. From there I had to go to the hospital to have my GD test, and I thought the drink would be nasty it was really good! The nurse said that I was the only person who liked it lol. I am so different. The bad part is Kenzie's father had to take me to the doctor's appointment. See I want him to be there for the appointments but I do not want to ride in that car with him and it's like he does not understand the true meaning of I just want to be your friend.

The whole time at my doctor's appointment he is all over me like we are a couple and we are not. It is no since of faking it. You walked out on me at the and still is the hardest part of my life right now and you think I want to be all hugged up with you and you kissing me telling me you love me, save it brother. I really do not get guys like him at all. He has so much growing up to do. This is why I feel that it is better for me to keep my distance from him because yes I do love him but I can't do this crap anymore, I have had enough. I just feel so done with him and all his games. All I care about is my daughter. Her health and her safety. I care about being here for her. I am done with trying to get him to realize how he will be missing out on so much. It's not that hard to see. He wants to move about freely,well have at it!