One of my sad days

I guess today is one of my sad days and how I wish there were more single mothers on my due date board. I feel so out of place among them sometimes. They all talk about how sweet their significant other is while me I can't talk about how sweet my significant other is because he is non existant. I am happy they all have the support and someone there working beside them getting things ready for the new baby. I wanted things to be like that for McKenzie but it did not work out like that.

I cry sometimes when I see the mom's from my due date club make posts about their husband,fiancee, or boyfriend doing this or that for them. I know how pathetic huh? But it hurts. Than on top of that I am glad they don't have to feel like me and cry almost every day.

This blog helps me so much. I have people that are listed as followers but I don't think they really ever read because they don't post comments which is fine.

Another thing that came to mind is that people my family in particular always say things like maybe you and him will get back together or he will come around. Why would I want to get back with someone who caused me so much pain. I mean really why? He left me at the most scariest part of my life.