Taking the Easy Way Out

If you truly think about it that is what these wannabe men are doing who decide to walk out on you and your baby. They are taking the easy way out. They don't have to deal with anything . They move on with their lives and start something new with someone else while you are left pregnant and alone and they don't give a you know what about you. They always say I will be there for my baby, well I guess that means when the baby comes because I haven't heard a word from him since he moved on with his new main thing. No call, text nothing just pure I am not going to be there until my kid is here.

It doesn't matter how you stress it to these weak minded men they still are in it for them only. I know McKenzie's dad doesn't give a monkey's poop about me. He has not brought one thing for McKenzie. He use to take me grocery shopping, that does not even happen. Why because he is a sorry excuse for a man. I wish we could leave them pregnant and alone and show them how it feels. You have all these hormones and emotions causing you to cry everyday. I admit I cry everyday because I feel so alone. The one guy who I thought would be there for me does not find me worth it anymore and has made plans with someone else. It hurts so bad when I think about it but every day you will find me praying to God to give me strength to stay strong for my daughter. God knows it is hard. You are trying to think about how you going to do this, how will you do that.

I see why God said that sex is for marriage. I mean yes husbands walk out on their wives too but at least you have a lower chance of the man you married walking out on you. I wish I would have not had sex and just kept waiting for the right man to come to me but than again I don't because I would not have this beautiful blessing growing inside of me. But I wish she could have been born into better circumstances. I had no clue he would do this to me but than again he has done it before. This time it will not be no coming back. A lot of people say he will want to but like I said before I doubt it. I know he will get mad at the child support he will be ordered to pay but hey you was happy when we were making her be happy to pay up.

I remember that was one of the questions he asked me. Are you going to put me on child support. At the time I was like why would I when we will be together helping each other out. I guess he knew his plans already. I know he probably told his new main thing bad stuff about me, like I could trust him, and that he did not want to be with me but besides all that he should tell how he lied to me and did not find McKenzie worth it to raise her in a two family home. Actions speak louder than words.