Saturday, May 15, 2010

Hot Hot Hot day

So today has been a boring and hot day lol well mostly hot. I was able to send off my money order for Avon, yeah I am a seller who is definitely not making much and I went to my brother's game and sold my Sims 3 game, need the moolah. I have been thinking about getting my own little place for me and McKenzie, so she can have her own space. Also of course my mom's boyfriend gets on my last nerve but I try to keep the peace so I really don't tell her. I think it is time for me to get on my own though. I am 21 and just want my own space with no problems, you know?

Other news I talked to Mr.Walk out on a chick and he agreed that he would go to Lamaze classes with me. I also told him how I need him to be there as her father,parent and not someone else and he said he will be there. I take that as a grain of salt coming from the same noble guy who told me he would not walk out on me, go figure.

It's hard being single when you are pregnant. I mean I always thought I would be married and have someone there for me. I always smile when I see a guy out with his pregnant wife or girlfriend and be loving to her. Something that I won't get to experience. When my back hurts it really hits me because I wish I had that caring person to rub my back or when she kicks I wish her dad could be there to feel it.

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